September 2012
2 posts
Chapter 24
Sophie’s POV:
'Sophie!' Jay called after me, 'you guys need to talk whatever the hell this is through, running off won't solve it. Now I don't know what this is about and I'm sure if you want to tell me you will in your own time, but for now go find Hollie and sort it.' I nodded and slowly turned around to walk back to the backstage area. Hollie turned around to face me when she heard me...
Chapter 23
Sophie’s POV:
'Jake I thought we'd been through this?' I walked off to find some toilets backstage were I could talk privately. 'Yeah Sophie we have, only I still have some of your stuff from when we were dating, and I found something.' 'Oh really, and what was that then?' I replied, clearly uninterested. 'I found your journal.' Oh shit. 'And what's inside is even more interesting and do...
August 2012
4 posts
Chapter 22
Sophie’s POV:
I was glad Jay hadn't pushed the whole Jake thing. He'd whispered that he was sorry and understood that sometimes ex's were ex's for a reason when we were fussing over the babies. Nathan had told me that I needed to deal with Jake, that he needed to go before he caused more problems and I totally agree. I'm never going to let anything come between Jay and I and if it means giving up...
Chapter 21
Sophie’s POV: ‘No of course not!’ ‘Liar.’ ‘Look they’re not feelings okay, it’s just back in school he always used to be the one you know? The only reason things ended with me and him was because of us moving to London, not because I stopped liking him. I used to miss him crazy amounts but ever since I met Jay, I haven’t given him a second...
Chapter 20
Sophie’s POV:
Hollie slammed the door shut behind her and I knew there was no point chasing after her. There was nothing I could say when she was this mad, she just need time to cool off. Picking up the magazine from the table I read aloud: ‘Nathan Sykes, aged 19 and one fifth of the band ‘The Wanted’ was spotted earlier in the week in a long embrace with a mystery blonde....
Chapter 19
Sophie’s POV:
Everyone was congratulating Hollie and Nathan on being pregnant, but because Jay and I knew beforehand we stayed sat down. ‘Do you reckon she’s told her parents yet?’ Jay whispered. ‘If she knows what’s good for her then yeah she will have done, I’ll talk to her later and find out how it went. I want her to have this time where people are going to be happy for her and she can just...
June 2012
1 post
Chapter 18
Sophie’s POV: Packing had taken way longer than I’d expected. After Jay packing so well before we left, I felt confident that I could leave him to do it again whilst Hollie and I tidied up the kitchen after baking. We weren’t going to leave the boys to do it all but we’d asked them to get started for us, to which they happily agreed. We were just putting the last few...
May 2012
3 posts
Chapter 17
Sophie’s POV: After Hollie and Nathan had left with Emma for her check-up, Jay and I tidied away the mess from breakfast. We hadn’t organised anything to do and seeing as we were in Ireland, we had no idea where anything was. Jay gave me the ultimatum to both stay in and raid the DVD shelf, or go out to try and find something else to do. ‘Well, it’s not that I don’t...
Chapter 16
Sophie’s POV: WOW paintballing had been incredible!! We’d beaten the boys by a huge margin and they weren’t too happy about it! Their tactics had been shocking and their aim was even worse. Although, I hadn’t expected to be kidnapped by Jay, so hats off to him, especially with the recovering leg and ribs! Still, the girls found me and made him into a walking work of art...
Chapter 15
Sophie’s POV:
Was running out and leaving everyone else to clear up bad? Yes. Did I feel guilty? Yes. Was I going to stop kissing Jay McGuiness to go help out? No. No I wasn’t. Everything had been perfect, the proposal, my friends and family and the fact that Jay had done absolutely everything himself. I didn’t deserve a man like Jay, not in a million years. Sophie McGuiness....
April 2012
10 posts
Chapter 14
Sophie’s POV: ‘Jay, why am I blindfolded? It’s a cafe, I’ll have seen it before!’ Jay had called Jayne this morning begging her to let him have the day off. Eventually she’d caved but said he’d just have to do it tomorrow. We were both fine with the agreement! ‘I didn’t have time to book anything because I didn’t think I’d be here!...
Chapter 13
Sophie’s POV: ‘Sophie will you come to Emma’s with me next weekend?’ Hollie blurted out. ‘Emma…as in, Aunt Emma?’ ‘Yeah’ ‘Oh my God yes!! I love Emma, of course I will! Are we bringing the boys?’ Nathan looked at me like I was stupid, ‘I’m right here you know?’ ‘Hush boy, let the woman talk.’...
Chapter 12
Sophie’s POV: I held back Hollie’s hair and rubbed her back as she was sick. I knew you got morning sickness when you were pregnant, but surely that should have passed by now? She hasn’t been sick for the past couple weeks so this was weird. She hadn’t eaten much at dinner and no one else was feeling ill or anything so it wasn’t the food, she hadn’t had a drink...
Chapter 11
Sophie’s POV:
I woke up to a knock at the door. From what I could remember in my sleep deprived state we weren’t expecting anyone, but whoever was at the door would be greeted by my pyjamas. I opened the door and Hollie and Nathan were stood there smiling, then their smiles disappeared as they saw what I was dressed in. ‘Shit! Oh my god, I totally forgot about today. Damn it....
Chapter 10
Sophie’s POV: When Hollie opened the door she looked shocked to see me, I was going to question her expression but instead I burst in tears. ‘I called Siva. He’s not there Hollie, he lied to me and now he’s probably with some girl!’ I felt so angry and confused. Why would he do this? How could he do this? After everything we’d been through together! All the...
Chapter 9
Sophie’s POV: I looked at the clock on the bedside table, 3:32am. Who the hell was calling at half 3 in the morning? Finding my phone I saw Hollie flash up on the screen. This had better be important. ‘Hello?’ I croaked. ‘Sophie! I remembered! The nurse said I was 7 weeks in, it was France! I actually remember..well, you know.’ I paused before replying just to check I...
Chapter 8
Sophie’s POV:
Jay was coming home! He’d only been in the hospital a couple of days, but he’d made an amazing recovery so the doctors had agreed to let him come home. The sooner he was in familiar surroundings, the better. I hadn’t been at home much, but when I was, it was weird without him there. He made the place brighter and without him there it didn’t feel like home to me. We’d parted ways with...
Chapter 7
Sophie’s POV:
‘He’s doing okay,’ I said with a smile. ‘Seriously though, you do look like roadkill, you camp in the lounge again?’ ‘Yeah, I need to stop doing that; it’s not even my lounge!’ Hollie laughed. As she began to walk upstairs I called up ‘Oh and I wanna talk to you all about last night! Jay remembered some stuff! Gather everyone...
Chapter 6
Sophie’s POV:
I felt bad sneaking out on everyone, especially Hollie, but they were all desperate to see Jay and Tom and Max had known him much longer than I had so I couldn’t really say no. Hollie will figure out where we’ve gone, I know she will, I just hope she’ll understand why. We walked down the road a little before Max flagged down a taxi. ‘Thanks for coming...
Chapter 5
Sophie’s POV:
‘Why is everyone shouting?’ I said faintly. I was tired, really tired. I couldn’t believe all that had happened. I was convinced I was going to wake up and Jay would be lying there next to me, but no. I couldn’t quite get my head around all of it, I mean, Jay was right there infront of me awake and breathing-two things I genuinely didn’t think...
March 2012
4 posts
Chapter 4
Sophie’s POV:
The nurse looked at us with an expression that said even after many years, she still hated to pass on bad news. I automatically expected the worst and grabbed the bucket before throwing up again. Hollie said in a whisper that was barely audible ‘Is he…?’ ‘No sweetie,’ the nurse said softly, ‘he’s not, but he has sustained...
Chapter 3
Sophie’s POV After Tom had called for a taxi, the girls went upstairs to borrow some of Kelsey’s dresses. Nareesha and Michelle had chosen blue, Kelsey a black, Hollie a dark green and I’d chosen a purple. As the taxi’s pulled up out front, us girls grabbed out heels and the boys waited patiently. We piled into the cars and off we went! Tom has arranged for us to be taken...
Chapter 2
Sophie’s POV
Tom spun the empty beer can, and it landed on Michelle. ‘Right TomTom’ she said, ‘Truth or dare?’ ‘I’ll start with truth’ he replied. Michelle thought for a minute and asked him ‘What is your biggest regret?’ ‘I regret all of the girl I’ve been with before Kelsey. If i’d known she was out there, I...
Chapter 1
Sophie’s POV: I was late. It was Tom’s birthday and I was late. I knocked on the door expecting him to have a tantrum at me, but instead i was greeted with a bear hug from Jay. He smiled and said ‘Tom’s in the kitchen, we gave him cake so he’s happy!’ I laughed and followed him inside where I found all the boy in the middle of a chugging contest, and yes I mean...
